Master of Delusion

Poetry by Rukan Saif

my qareen moves

in velcroed silence,

she tries to feed me

sugared bones.

she is

suspended above me

like the stone of Tantalus.

infiltrator,

i am her selenoskopia

my qareen,

she teaches me the soul

is a mixed and intermediate thing—

was born cratered,

was born rooted in evil &

in good.

i wonder if she prostrates to Aisha Qandisha or

to Allah,

whether she is afraid i will leave.

each time i return

she persists, binding me with her charms.

 

About the Author:

Rukan Saif is a senior at Johns Hopkins University studying Applied Math & Statistics and the Writing Seminars. She is originally from Los Angeles.