A Garden Grows in Scarborough

Poetry by Caitlyn Costa 

With one eye, you watch
your husband’s feet arrive at the bed

three hours late. Turning
on your side, there is no couch for him

to retreat to. Your pain cracks
linoleum, rots wintermelon

on the vine. Three girls
to raise on egg and peanut butter

sandwiches, the youngest complained
so you sent her to bed

hungry. What do they know
of starving, of reed girls wasting

in the field, of congee,
more water than rice, of bones

sucked dry, never tasting
flesh? Your children’s children

know less—in plastic tubs you rinse
soap from their fragile eyes. Granddaughters

too smart and too dumb (you were the last
to hear about the boy she had with the gwailou).

You don’t pray but on the phone with aunties,
ai yah echoed sighs. Once, you rubbed

cream on her cracked hands. Toronto winters
still surprise you. In a month,

ceremonies must be done for the boy
who you don’t pray will grow up smart

and put meat on the table and come to bed
solid and whole and smelling like himself.

About the Author:

Caitlyn Costa (Poetry) was born in Toronto and raised in South Carolina. She is a senior studying biology at the College of Charleston. Her work has previously been published in Miscellany.

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