Brown

By Sarah Poduba

 

Boy with brown eyes melts me into thick and sticky 
batter. He brings me to a boil then drops pasta 
(bowties are his favorite) into me. Briefly he 
bakes me until I’m warm and gooey, he calls me 
baby. He broods like he’s burnt out. Blatant with his 
black heart. Brandishing his knife, he can butcher me 
bloody and not blink. He will bust windows when he’s 
brawling with his brutish fists. He will break me down,  
beating up men just for beholding me. He’s a stallion, 
bucking off anyone who tries to bridle him. Beauty 
borne from boughs of nearby birch trees. He’s 
barking up the wrong girl, he’s begging me to 
breed with him, bleed for him, he wishes he could 
be a human being again. He wishes he could remember me 
before I ever threatened to leave him. He calls me 
bitch I call him bastard. He doesn’t know where I am. 
Breezes turned to brisk winds and now I’m in his arms again. 
Baseless accusations soar out of the park like blown-out 
baseballs. I’m breathing deep, I’m bearing the heat, he’s 
back on the blow, he’s broken beyond all belief. 

 

 

About the Author:

Sarah Pobuda is a senior English major at Kalamazoo College. She loves a good cup of tea, exploring used book stores, and dreaming of the Scottish highlands. She plans to complete her Master’s in Elementary Education next year at the University of Florida. 

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